Wednesday, January 11, 2017

Her Heart was a Secret Garden and the Walls were Very High




Her heart was a secret garden 
And
 The walls were very high
 People think She has built
 it so
 no one can climb, but
 the real thing is that she has done it purposely
because
she's thinking if someone would
 actually
 care to knock it down will find a way,
 She looks tough
 But
 inside she's breaking
 She seems strong
but
she's fragile and vulnerable,
 Some would see her smiling
in reality, she just wanted to cry
and wanted that
the someone would actually care to be there
 to hear those sobs
and
wipe tears away
 The last time when she felted genuine happiness when she was a kid,
 when she's completely oblivious about
 how
the world could be so cruel and unfair
 No one really cares for her
 that's why she's always reluctant
 to trust people
 because
 in the end, they always end up leaving her alone, they always tell her that
 they will always be there
 but
no one was there when she needed it the most.
 She felt like no one actually care
about
her mere existence
 people can't blame her,
 if she's an insecure mess cause
 they are the main reason
 why
she has acted like that
People would have pointed out her flaws
Like
 she doesn't know it yet
and
of how some could be so gullible about her feelings that she's hurting, they don't know how it's like to be her
 no one
 unless they would bee placed in the same position
as her
 they can't never really tell what's it's like to be her
 to be compared
 be judged
 and to not be accepted
 She surrounds herself with positive people
 Thinking
 that she can be happy
 at least for a while, but at night
 she cries
 because having dry eyes at day
 doesn't always mean dry pillows at night
 She tries to ease the pain
for many times,
 she has calm herself in front of other people
 but
inside she's screaming.
 She is not fine
 that may take her long to find the path
to
where she could find happiness
 the genuine kind, of course
 but
she's not yielding
and
 won't let anyone make a mockery out of her,
 she'd be tenacious
because
she knows that she deserve better
 she knows that some have it a lot worse
and
that's why she has prepared
herself for the worst
 maybe not now or anytime soon
but
eventually, she'll be happy!
Her heart was a secret garden
And
 the walls were very high
She was like
the moon
part of her was always hidden away








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