Her heart was a secret garden
And
The walls were very high
People think She has built
it so
no one can climb, but
the real thing is that she has done it purposely
because
she's thinking if someone would
actually
care to knock it down will find a way,
She looks tough
But
inside she's breaking
She seems strong
but
she's fragile and vulnerable,
Some would see her smiling
in reality, she just wanted to cry
and wanted that
the someone would actually care to be there
to hear those sobs
and
wipe tears away
The last time when she felted genuine happiness when she was a kid,
when she's completely oblivious about
how
the world could be so cruel and unfair
No one really cares for her
that's why she's always reluctant
to trust people
because
in the end, they always end up leaving her alone, they always tell her that
they will always be there
but
no one was there when she needed it the most.
She felt like no one actually care
about
her mere existence
people can't blame her,
if she's an insecure mess cause
they are the main reason
why
she has acted like that
People would have pointed out her flaws
Like
she doesn't know it yet
and
of how some could be so gullible about her feelings that she's hurting, they don't know how it's like to be her
no one
unless they would bee placed in the same position
as her
they can't never really tell what's it's like to be her
to be compared
be judged
and to not be accepted
She surrounds herself with positive people
Thinking
that she can be happy
at least for a while, but at night
she cries
because having dry eyes at day
doesn't always mean dry pillows at night
She tries to ease the pain
for many times,
she has calm herself in front of other people
but
inside she's screaming.
She is not fine
that may take her long to find the path
to
where she could find happiness
the genuine kind, of course
but
she's not yielding
and
won't let anyone make a mockery out of her,
she'd be tenacious
because
she knows that she deserve better
she knows that some have it a lot worse
and
that's why she has prepared
herself for the worst
maybe not now or anytime soon
but
eventually, she'll be happy!
Her heart was a secret garden
And
the walls were very high
She was like
the moon
part of her was always hidden away
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